Samantha Film Core's MindSay Blog http://abuselikemurder.mindsay.com Samantha Film Core - MindSay Blog http://abuselikemurder.mindsay.com/?entry=1123 abuselikemurder 2008-05-13T06:05:12-05:00 <![CDATA[no subject]]> http://abuselikemurder.mindsay.com/?entry=1123

Mom is finally willing to take me to a doctor and I don't wanna go....how fucked is that.

 

 

 

"If you were to kill yourself, I would have to prevent that....

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I wish I could kill myself already.

 

 

 

 

But, there's too much more for me to do before I die. My knuckles are bloody again.

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Today I really just wasn't in the mood. Minus my girl hooking me up with plenty of sticky green and other goods from the weekend. I appreciated it a lot. Other than that the day seemed to run smoothly. Didn't do...

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If the only way I'm going to see you now is when I sleep then I plan on sleeping in for the next week...

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North Awesometon, North Awesometon

Step to them and you'll be done

North Awesometon, North Awesometon

We pack knives and they pack guns

Better watch your back, son

Don't...

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My head still hurts. I really want to go back to sleep but I have to go to work tonight. I am not looking forward to the mall or any of it's inhabitants. It is cold and I just want to be home today...If I work next...

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i cannot shake this feeling. and i'm stuck at the bottom of a well, dark floods rising, anchored by my sadness. it's overwhelming and uncontrollable lately. i hate to be back where i've been for the longest time. i...

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super bummy day.

headache: 2

samantha: 0

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i think i'm depressed....

which i really just cannot handle right now.

 

 

and certain people just aren't making it better.

you wish you could go back and have...

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